sincerely yours

2007-08-03T21:20:00.000-07:00

My friends mentioned, and i realised. Yeah man, three years, just kinda pass by us in a flash. And now i'm starting to think about graduation ceremony already, yeah man, for the first time ever. I want to grad like a happy bird, grad with all my dear friends fighting along with me, and have a well-deserved celebration with them. Hahha

Yeah , and it wasn't until just that i realised that i've delivered such a "inspiring speech" today in wbat class.
"Come on' people, there's no need to be selfish. We're all failures here. Let's just stick together, do the project as a class, a whole big group, let's just share our projects and help each other. Pass together as a whole lah, all pass together. Teacher wouldn't really dare to fail us all, it'll affect his reputation seriously "
And it brought " yeah lor, yeah man" from em' Woohoo. I feel so united.

2007-07-31T23:19:00.000-07:00

Okay, i feel like blogging today. It'll be 100 times better if i could write these things out with a pen and paper. You can't imagine how much i really missed English compo, not only on the writing part, but also the traditional pen and paper stuff (:

Anyway, the last entry's date is.. oh, aiyah, I'm not some big shot, I'm not the heart-break kid, I'm not the icon, I'm not the show stoppa (sounds familiar? haha). I'm sure reading the home issues section in the papers will be a little bit more interesting than reading my blog uh, darlings ? Haha

CMSK4 presentation today. I dont know how i somehow ended up in the same class with that Desmond, (serangoon sec, 1989 batch) for this subject. He's been like that all his life, isn't it. I dont know him, but i know about his loudmouth. And he certainly showed off his talents today, shooting off his mouth as usual. Asking stupid, ridiculous and no-answers-questions on MY presentation until teacher said "Thank you" prematurely and ordered us back, perhaps expecting a verbal war. There goes my marks, i guess. I didnt why he had to screw us, it seems to me there's something personal, whatever.

The week's reading 15 now & the last week of school is week 17. That explains all, i mean the submissions, presentations all. Exam's starting on 26 ? yeah.

Okay, meeting Rachel tomorrow. Goodnight everyone (:

2007-07-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

Eyes still red. Oh well, get well soon, to myself (:
That (the above) will decide whether I go to school tomorrow.

The last and only time i played soccer in the past 2 weeks, i ran (not really run also) for barely ten minutes & I cough like don't know what, lungs felt deprived and there's this whole load of shit stuck at my throat. And i felt very bad.

Come on, illnesses. If this goes on, how to have luck to buy Toto or 4D.

2007-07-15T22:19:00.000-07:00

Yeah. There you go, weekends.
I was sick, again. In the past 2 weeks, i wasn't really in a moment when i can call myself fully recovered.

This time, Sore eyes is the highlight. I'd never had this before, in my life but my brother passed it to me, and my mum. Fucking red, blood-shot, swollen eyes. As if my eyes aren't small enough. And i blamed him for that, yeah call me ridiculous or what. But he got that first & that's his fuckin' problem, and instead of seeing a doctor, he spent the whole god damn mother fuckin' day glued to the PS2. And he skipped school for that, or being sick ? He doesnt want his illness cured, that's his personal problem. But i/we certainly don't want such things at this point of time. So much after being told that these things spread very easily (I mean, my brother)

Is he selfish or what ?
I had to excuse so many things right now, and i feel so mentally sick.

2007-07-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

Okay, i got school till 6 tomorrow. So all had to be done today.

We had lunch at some sichuan restaurant, at suntec. Okay la, very good indeed. My mum paid.
& despite my dad warning me not to accept, my aunt/s and grandma all gave me red packets still. All kept rejecting my offer of a dinner treat on either tues, wed or thurs. So i'd decided to buy "orh lua" and those junk 'delicacies' that my grandma likes & surprise-visit her someday next week. Good idea to not feel guilty, my mum came up with it (:

Wishes ? Nah, can't really think of any.
I'm so so simple & plain, just short of being a lil dull perhaps, well to certain people. But i'm happy with the day i try to lead my life, very in fact. I don't club, I don't smoke, I always reach home before the last bus, I don't have any girlfriend, I just play football as leisure & stick with my friends, go shopping with my mum once in a while, please my grandma and all with some antics once in a while, I save money regularly, I maintain a healthy bank account & I feed myself on a fairly healthy diet (:

It's not for anyone, but i can, i can see the change definately, in me. Im pleased with it (:

&& if there's any wish, I'll hope to start early, work enough years to establish my career (that's why no to Uni, i'll be 28 by the time i grad, maybe only private Unis), get married before 32 and settle down happily (:

2007-07-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

Pretty much recovered, now. Maybe the reason of not being ill for quite some time, took mre 4 days to heal. I didnt went to school for 3 days but nah, sick or not, it's pretty much the same as usual. Haha, it all depends on my mooood (:

So yeah, booked. it's booked. Sept 16. Oranje's overseas trip (:

Things i've been wanting to get (Specific ones) :

- River Island wallet.
One glance & i knew i had to get it man. I'll take good care of it & I won't dirty it. I'll use another wallet when i play soccer or stuff.

- Watch.
Yeah, finally you could say. I've got this thinking that a watch is essential to every male. Not all those wiggles jiggles accessories, except mature men jewellery lah.

2007-07-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

It's been damnnnnnnnnnn long since i fell sick. You see, i've been leading quite a healthy lifestyle since don't know when. I don't take deep-fried food, no fast food, no curry, no oily food. Alright, basically, the dishes that come with when i'm eating rice are mainly cabbages, bean sprouts, egg, tofu. Yeah

I hate the feeling of not being able to bathe & having a great appetite but not being able to eat anything except porridge and vermicelli ):

Suddenly, i'm reminded of my Birthday. Am browsing through on where to dine this sunday. Hehe.

2007-06-30T23:59:00.001-07:00

And this should have been posted long ago.
But yeah, this post is for you, Chris Benoit, Rest in peace.
Wrestling is entertainment, but i've my fair share of idols in there.

May you join Eddie guerrero on the great ring in heaven (;

2007-06-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

Okayy, this is one of the most memorable days of my life so far.
Not because of the last match at national stadium, not because of the closing of the grand old stadium, definately not of anything else.

But, because, I fucking saw my Mark viduka & Harry kewell (very close view too, when they came to salute the fans after the match), and the rest of the Australian team ( Europe-based stars like Mark schwarzer, Lucas neill, Brett emerton, Tim cahill, Vince Grella, Marco Bresciano, Jason culina etc)
Not so much about the rest, but it's a memorable one because of my two childhood Leeds heroes (:

They look fucking big and tall in real life, alot more than on Tv, i swear. And Kewell is exceptionally good-looking, in real life.

Too bad, no one brought a digi cam. Handphones aren't clear enough. We sat at the Australian corner & they salute us all, Kewell even throwing an autographed ball up to the crowd. Those Aussies, you could see they idolise Kewell like mad.

And there are some malays (low-classed, what i call) near our area shouting to the aussies to shut up. More than anything, i'll respect the aussies. They're exceptionally sporting, singing their hearts out throughout the match & the best thing, they don't boo or jeer our country. Bu what about our country ? What an image to portray to them.

2007-06-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

Last weeek.
Alright, here goes.

Ocean's Eleven, watched. With Agnes (;
Free dinner at PizzaHut, gotten. On friday, when shiying is way too late. Haha (:

Friends confirmed Oranje's cruise trip, gonna book by this-next week (:

CMSK4 Proposal, done.
Short hair, done.

(((((((:

2007-06-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

Saturday, with kenny, junda, daniel & haishan at town.
Stuff, gotten.
We found two 10.30pm movie tickets at 10.15pm. But its row A, and we ended up giving it away for free to two girls. Good deed done (:

And so, i didnt went to the zoo with 'em on sunday ):

Now, they are organising a star cruise trip to either bangkok or KL/Malacca, for 10 weeks later.(which is our end of yr vacation)
Waiting for the preferences of the majority.

I'd chosen the Bangkok one, it's the more expensive of the two & without freeflow of food, but i would like to have major shopping. jerseys & fake Fred perry-s. But ah, it's up to them, the majority.

2007-06-13T23:55:00.000-07:00

4 days of Bradell heights, sunday to today.

And and, we're going to the zoo this sunday. Hahaa (:

2007-06-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

Two days of bradell heights is good.

Oh, and went Parkway parade today too, for more GSS, before football. I'd figured out that the Topshop there should have my sizes and a larger variety too, at least more than town or vivo etc. And yeah, i've got my stuff (:

And and yeah, new book again. I'm on " Newcastle United : Fifty years of hurt" now.

2007-06-10T17:12:00.000-07:00

Hello (;

Exams were quite very alright. All were passable, i guess. Some were easy like shit. Maybe i studied, really studied, that's why, for every subject (:

Two weeks holidays. Long long time since i played football, last wednesday was the last time, to be exact.
Town with Kenny, Daniel & Junda yesterday. GSS, yeah. (I still don't think town is a good place to shop. There's only the wisma-taka area. Vivo or Marina square's a much better place.)

Soccer later at Bradell heights. And, and Sakura buffet (20 dollars, eat until you vomit) next week with em' and more people, wooo, and also, Fantastic four :D

2007-06-01T20:51:00.000-07:00

CMSK3 report, completed.
CMSK4, top in class eh. My useful yet realistic inventions. The signed language gadget and virtual sign language dictionary program. I really think i did well this time, don't know why. haha. All i invent ah, my groupmate did nothing (:

WBAT project, completed in time (although only found out at 1pm today that must hand in at 6pm)

"Legends of United- The heroes of the Busby era", finishing..

Next week, term test.

2007-05-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

The habit's back. I'm gonna have 3-day break this week, again. Tues, wednesday, thursday.
Can someone explain to me why we just can't help it but skip school ?
Next week, Term Test. I'm fairly confident to an extent, to be honest. I love studying myself, rather than go to school, at times.

Can't believe that Serangoon Eagle Scouts finally got some football competition now. Can't believe it when Anthony told me he played, they played against Hougang Sec Rangers that saturday.
This is disturbing, yeah disturbing, they couldn't even give me a match, much less a swansong when im still in there, i just want to be captain once. Man, I'm captain of the scouts team eh. Hahahahaha. Lol

2007-05-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

Alessandro Nesta is fuckin' good. Masterclass.

I wonder why many people in S'pore are Liverpool fans. My neighbours can even sing "You'll never walk alone" in the coffeeshop during the match. Lol

Somehow i don't like liverpool players, right from the Michael Owen-Robbie Fowler-Danny Murphy era till now.. except Harry Kewell of course & ex-players like the great Kevin Keegan, Kenny Dalglish, Peter Beardsley, Ian Rush etc.
They just have that sick uncool face/s and don't play beautiful football as a whole(except those i listed la)

Good Riddance, Milan (:

2007-05-22T23:29:00.000-07:00

Can someone from secondary school like, let me do their comprehension or compo for them ??

I miss such stuff. It's a craving for me. I get thrilled usually when there's essay writing or grammar test in CMSK (:

2007-05-22T23:19:00.000-07:00

Skipped school today. Which means maybe i'll only be going to school on Monday & friday this week. Tomorrow no school, thursday champions league (skip).
I'm quite surprised that the warning letters hasnt turned up in the mail yet. Of course i don't want it, but usually it started arriving at around say, 3rd week of school. Even if i go to school daily, it'll still come. Because i'll be late 5 times out of 10.

Then, my parents will started to fire vocal bullets into my head. Most, most of the times i know what im doing. Im more of a study-myself person, all along. It's the same during my secondary school life, o' levels. And i do go for important & useful lessons, i only skip useless lessons. Hahah.

Another thing, interest. IT's so "(i've run out of words)"
No wonder people dislike & despise IT. But seriously, my only other choice is Business. Besides business, it's gonna be IT. The others are more no-no to me. So maybe, that's a consolation.

2007-05-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

I want Milan to win (i've got Milan as overall champs on the betting slip) but i want to see Harry Kewell play (which may mean milan has lesser chance).
Anyway, i heard that Australia is coming to S'pore on June 30 to play a friendly. And it's their Asian cup squad man, which means there's Mark viduka, Harry kewell (most important for me) and Tim cahill, Brett emerton, Mark bresciano, Mark schwarzer etc.

This week is week 5. Term test is on week 7. Like, so fast ? Too fast la.

2007-05-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

Alright alright, so went to Bradell Heights today

So, i had three rounds of Mother's day celebrations tomorrow. Morning, breakfast with my maternal grandma, lunch with my mother and then, dinner with my paternal grandma. Haha.

I know, i look better with short hair (;

2007-05-09T23:27:00.000-07:00

Okay.
Caught Spiderman 3 today. (Not quite like the hype it produces, but top-billing indeed)

Got my haircut yesterday.

2007-05-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

I'm having a fine adjustment to my new lease of life. Let's say for now, i could afford to miss Arsenal vs Chelsea just because i want to sleep early. And i've been watching champions league replays instead of live telecasts, just because of school too. I have four days starting at 9am (i know, not the worst thing for you all), and i'm adjusting well, well enough (:
It makes me satisfied when i'm able to have Macdonald's breakfast, haha. And waking up early keeps you fresher, kinda (:

Oh ya, i finish the Eddie Gray book already. And when im reading about the highs of Leeds united history, the real world is experiencing the lowest Leeds united could get. Yeah, well.
Should be catching Spidey 3, this wednesday, or tuesday or thursday.

It's time to get a good haircut.
I dont know why but since i left secondary school, i don't really bother about the hair. Im just this very lazy, i'll just let it grow and grow like forever, no matter how messy it is. If im really lazy, then the answer is a hairband to school. I dont know, maybe the kicks and thrills of infuriating & escaping from the discipline masters are fun or what. Lol

2007-04-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

"Leeds all but down"
Leeds United got relegated.
For the first time, into the third tier of english football.
R.I.P Leeds, goodbye Leeds. It's gonna be hard to go back to the glory days.
I think Elland Road will be sold, that stadium has a capacity of 64,000. Now at league One, who'd watch them ?

2007-04-24T23:21:00.000-07:00

So often during my secondary school days, 6 hours of sleep is the standard amount for me and it's enough. But now, 6 hours is hardly what i need, man. Less than 8/9 hours, and i'll be, look like a dead.

So today, 9-11am only. Cause after that is all lectures. Damn tiffny didnt came, but i told teacher i'll work with her. We're in groups of two. I hope it'll be the right choice, i'd worked with her once and she's not the kind of girl that does everything for you (that's what im lookin' for, every sem), instead you have to do slightly more of the work for her. zzzz

After class, 3 girls asked me directions and saying im YEAR 3(whoa), i told them this lift can't lead to the finance department and only the other lift beside can, when they're about to enter the lift. Turned out both lifts are accessible to the place and, i heard them saying stuff & i quickly went into the toilet to hide. Damn it.

So, i treated my OLD FRIEND (since she can't say my name, i dont know why, so i'll do so too) to free lunch. Haha

After tomorrow, i'll continue with a hairband to school. Ughh.

2007-04-23T23:44:00.000-07:00

School's o-okay. I know too many people in school to get really isolated in class, so yeah. Haha (:
Every different class, at least there's some i really know well.

Monday starts at 10am, tues 9am, wed no school (all lectures), thurs 10am, friday 1pm.
Fuck, i hate to wake up early. Why can't they make school start after 12pm, man. Or just push all the lectures to the earlier slots, and push all the tutorials and labs after 12pm. How i wish..

2007-04-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

Didnt play soccer at the end.
Got out instead, watched "Wild hogs". It's quite nice and hilarious. (Any other show is gonna be better than The Reaping, fuck. I won't forget how i tossed, turned & yawned restlessly in the threatre for almost 2 hrs)
Furthermore, It (Wild hogs) has a preview of Bon Jovi's title track "Lost Highway" in their upcoming album. Not very nice la, actually, typical.
But i was tuned up when they played their 1986 hit "Wanted dead or alive" as the background music for some scene, it was rare, and its one of my all-time favourites.

Topshop is becoming a "muddy" shop. Daniel's dead right. I think if there's a composition topic about expanding his views about "mud", he can write non-stop for 20 days. Hahaa

2007-04-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

Not sure what school holds for me, but it's starting.

It's not hard for me to detest someone. You just had to be an typical sec sch ah beng.

Should be going to bradell tomorrow. My shoes are tearing apart.

2007-04-20T23:36:00.000-07:00

I got "Eddie Gray- Marching on together(My life with Leeds United)" yesterday. Only one day & i'm at chapter 5 already.

One look, one look at me will tell you i'm of the Business school calibre, or even Design school, right right right ? Hahahaa. So why did i end up in mother fucking IT school with a 17pts. Sigh. hahaha.
Do I look like someone who wear white-framed spects, has gold hair with a tail behind, dons a black polo tee with jeans and talks about Dota all day long ?
Do I look like a god damn programmer ? Ughhh.
Why do we have to walk a certain to Business park for lunch. It should be at my doorstep instead of the stinking air-conditioned IT canteen, isnt it ?

But nevertheless, IT school is fun. Could say, 3/4 of the people, i knew them all. Business school seems quite dead to me now, yeah. People there are selfish smart-asses that care for themselves, it's a competitive society there. Whereas we had all the fun and copy our way through.
However, i still miss my secondary school days. (Im sure many of my batch are, too) Where we play with the water hose, climbed the fence, plan escape routes from hair checks, play soccer in class etc.
There isn't even a fixed classroom in Poly. And normally, the lecturer will just let you do what you want & take their payrolls. No scoldings, no making fun of teachers, no routines spot-checks. Where got fun ? Lol

Yeah, having classroom fun is one the best things in life. Having said it all, i missed secondary school. That explains why we still stick around with each other till now.

2007-04-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

School's starting on 23th, monday. Somehow its half-half. I half dread it & half anticipate for it.
Good thing being, many old familiar yet new fresh faces at TP next sem onwards. I could have a different companion for lunch almost everyday, if i want. Hahah (:

Oh yeah, realised i hadnt return my book - "Martin peters, Ghost of 66."
Gonna return it soon & get a new autobigraphy.

2007-04-16T18:50:00.000-07:00

Foo Fighters is the band, man.
I like Dave Grohl, particularly. I like how he look like (:

2007-04-13T23:27:00.000-07:00

Finally, I bought my Trigger skinny from Topman today. Finally found the right size, right length, right place. Since dont know when already (:

Reach Vivo the earlier, so i got my stuff in a 5min spell, got the tickets & its my turn to wait this time round. Haa.
Caught The Reaping today. It's a stupid show really. Fucking stupid religious shit, about God & satan. ho-ho-ho. Fucking ridiculous.
Oh, forgot to add that i caught Sunshine on Monday too.
Most likely gonna be Bradell Heights tomorrow, or sunday (:

I hadnt visited the pool for 3 months already. The sun just wouldnt really come out these days.

2007-04-10T23:54:00.001-07:00

Guess i was the only one at the coffeeshop who sulk instead of cheering when Man Utd scored.
When it was 6-0. One guy behind said " If i were Francesco Totti, i'll eat up the match ball & retire from football"
Wa lao. I wanted to punch him ah. Insult my childhood idol.
Haha but o-okay la. Man utd were brilliant, their counter attacks were so fast la.
At least Roma played well i think, even up to 3-0, they're still trying and creating (:
Their biggest mistake is not taking their chances when they could have scored a dozen in the first leg.

2007-04-10T19:58:00.000-07:00

Why all girls dig Ben & Jerry's ice-cream lately ?
Why all girls pin up their fringe lately ?

They're typical

2007-04-08T23:45:00.000-07:00

Okay, these few days have been nothing spectacular. Nothing significant happened.
But in another world, yes. Roma beat Man utd 2-1. Pretty wasted i think, they could score a dozen. The way they missed the chances are pathetic. Now im scared they couldn't make it at Old Trafford.
And and Leeds united won 2-1 again yesterday, and out of bottom three now, finally (:

Today, played at bradell heights again.
Played a ball game that's really new to me, but no to some of them. Where we play one touch passing in a circle, but when we pass the ball to a certain person, we have to shout another person's name(who is in the circle too).
Can't shout the same name consecutively and can't shout your own name too.
It's really fun yet hard, wouldnt realise till you tried it. Haha, if you want many forfeits.
Wasnt football already, need real quick thinking. Show whose brains function real slowly. Haha

I think time passes really fast. And there's still many people i have not met yet.

2007-04-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

Pretty happy. Passed 3 out of 4. The last one was well, quite expected to fail la. Had it been a written test, maybe i'll pass. But it's a lab test.
Most importantly, i passed subjects that i can't wait to get rid off, so yeah of course, i'm happy (:

Im on Martin Peters's autobiography now, little more than half of it already. Haha, he's one of England 1966 world cup heroes who scored in the final, i want to know more about football in the sixties & seventies. It'll be good if i can get Kevin keegan's autobiography.

2007-03-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

No 300.
So, the timeslots are quite a rarity. Only two possible ones, 9.40pm at Cineleisure & 9.20pm at Plaza Sing, show's two hours and surely no transport.
I've changed since dont know when, i go home early, when there's still buses and trains and whatever. I dont like to really stay out late (:
So maybe tomorrow, there's a 9.10pm slot at Marina.
Actually, it's pretty okay. I could do without it, The reaping's is what i want to watch now.

So went to Bradell heights instead.
Yeah, this is bullshit. Liverpool beat arsenal 4-1. Man utd and blackburn (Away-Home). Relegation teams winning. What a weekend for betting, but none for me. I only bought 4D (:
Okay, at least Leeds won 2-1 yesterday, got off the foot of the table. Im pretty sure they'll survive.

2007-03-30T23:58:00.000-07:00

Went to Marina square today. Always liked there recently. It's like a larger version of vivo city, quite high end. But easy to lose your way. Way too big for me.

Caught "The Number 23". It's a good show. Psychological thriller. And this is super tragic, I found size 28 of the Topshop's trigger skinny, like finally. But my waist grew until it can't fit, really can't at all. I need size 30 now, and there isnt any there this time.
The last time i tried, 30's too loose and i need 28 but no 28. And now, this. Hahah.

Okay, i've reserved 300 for daniel tomorrow (:

2007-03-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

Wahh, fuck. Kana tricked. This is so fuckin' stupid (I mean myself). It's gonna be so fucking embarassing. Die, die die die die die.
Ah fuck, nevermind. I dont know what to put so i just anyhow (:

And damn, forgot to buy 4D yesterday.
Teh-see is nice. I've got over kopi, iced kopi, teh-o-siu-dai & kopi-see. Now it's Teh-see (:
Yah, damn uncle. Nevermind, i like.

2007-03-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's last paper. I dread these days. Days of intensive mugging, then going downstairs at 1-2am to take a walk & have a drink to destress myself.
Im gonna start on a new autobiography tomorrow (:

Since i unlocked the all-star England team in Winning eleven, I've been hooked to legends, watching videos of legends, Roberto baggio, Marco van basten, Ruud gullit, Bruno conti, Gerd muller and especially Kevin Keegan.(Yes, that former Man city boss & liverpool great, too bad its liverpool, uh)
It's not because of the football only, i really liked how he particularly looked like. Like what you call that, charm.

2007-03-26T23:32:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's SWEN, one of best subjects, so i have to do well. WBAT's almost good as dead, for everyone else. 3 hour lab test, people start scrambling out after half an hour. CSAD's 50-50.
Even my friends commented that why TP students are so STUPID. Our results is really very far far far far far far far far far away from them (people in any other polys)

I can't wait for this to end. Once again, i ask myself why am i studying IT. But hack, i want the freaking piece of paper which spells DIPLOMA. The Police force has already sent their letter to me, i wonder why my other friends didn't got it (maybe its because i've done alot of justice)
But now i think, it is very unlikely for me NOT TO BE a policeman, my ambition since i was three year old (:

2007-03-19T08:24:00.001-07:00

Supp papers are starting this friday, or thursday ? And there are revisions now. Have to be at least next wed before im free from it ):

Somehow i told myself that no matter what, i've to pass. But now, it seems that the mood just isn't right, really not in the mood to mug or study at all. It all irritates me.

Somehow i just thought about it..
that we're giving the school thousand plus every sem for school fees, that's alot of money, and yet we're like fighting so hard to remain in the school. Fighting so hard to remain there, so as to be able to give them more money still.
What's more, there nothing in my course/diploma that i fancy at all.
I thought of many occupations- sales representative, policeman, being my own boss being the highest up there on my list.. but anything except IT-related jobs and now it seems like our main aim is that piece of paper, in order to further things on or whatever, there's no interest or no understanding about anything at all. Sigh.

2007-03-16T23:51:00.000-07:00

My ear's all bandaged like a dumpling now, ba zhang.

I woke up today to find the front part of my earstud "missing" and the back part dangling away and my ear all covered with blood and blood clots. I was damn scared then, fucking worried and i immediately rushed down to the doctor.

They found out that my piercing's infected & the whole stud has sink into my ear. I told the doc it's the 4 or 5 month since i pierced so why infection now. He told me i must have been hit by something hard. (Must have been football, nothing else)
And damn, the pain is indescrible, beyond words, when he got the stud out of my ear. He asked if i needed an injection but because of my phobia, i told him i didnt need one & i'll just bear with the pain but i didnt knew it was THAT painful. My left leg jerked up automatically and i swear i teared and the process is not really a short one.

He told me i need to leave it alone for two months, which surely need a new piercing after that, or better advised, just leave it forever. This is saddening.
Maybe i'll do it and along with my right ear too, at that time. But fuck, how do i go out now? with this big dumpling-like-bandage on my ear.

2007-03-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

I've been reading "John Hartson: the autobiography ".
It's always easy to get glued to any footballer's autobiography.

And i found out that my bolster has her smell. Weird, of course weird. But i begin to sniff my bolster alot. Lol

2007-03-12T23:51:00.000-07:00

Fatigue fatigue fatigue.

2007-03-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

So i got my memory card and daniel got his digital cam for only 169bucks yesterday. Although i wonder why he needs one. But IT fair sells really really cheap stuff, the only thing is the big crowd.
But i still couldn't find size 28 for my Topshop black trigger skinny. This time at, Marina. They only have sizes above 32. Fuck, just what does it takes.
Whatever.. next stop, Vivocity.

Gonna watch 300. Everyone's saying its such a great show. And, the messengers.

Chelsea drew 3-3 with tottenham. What a match. Away-Draw. Last match against west ham, they made a Home-Away. 5 for 130 bucks. Wah, i must focus on tottenham already.
Was about to watch that match when Syahmin called. Now i have 3 footballing cliques at my area..them, anthony all and the Thai workers. Good.

I always hate it when those small ah bengs come. Nobody likes them.

We were talking about breaking the other bball court ring so nobody will play bball anymore(one is broken already)
I suggested a way and such.
They followed, placed the dustbin under the ring, people climbed up and try to pull and unscrew the ring down.
Then i call the police when i was walking home.
Reached home, and i watched with my brother from upstairs with ice-cream and i wonder what they'll get for vandelism. Hohoho. The police saw it all, them climbing down, putting away the dustbin and things and panicking. One fell, two tried to ran with their bicycles and got stopped and i think its high time for them, I feel fuckin great man. Woohoo.
Police's suprising efficient today. Arrived in 2-3 mins.

Ah bengs are fucking stupid man, forever.
Alright, shhh.

Why didn't my eyecandy update new pictures ? Lol

2007-03-09T23:49:00.000-08:00

What's with the Ben & Jerry's ice cream ? I hear everyone talking about it. Well, the only ice-cream i eat is Macdonald's 50cents vanilla cone & roadsides 1 dollar-but-mix-until-four-to-five-flavours that one. Lol

I need need to go more bradell, or start running/jogging kilometres. I can sense my fitness going down. Playing downstairs doesn't require any or much running, ahh fuck.

Oh yes, it's weird, she's weird.
It seems that my phone beeps almost everyday with her messages for a start, or rather the first month. And i find her weird then, for a too-fast start perhaps.
Then it just "pheww" off & i don't hear from her. And i find her weird now too, but in a different way.

But whatever, an eyecandy is an eyecandy. An eyecandy is meant for looking afterall, not for anything else and i still am, looking at her pictures..

And i wouldn't die or whatever from this, it doesn't make much difference in my life anyway (:

2007-03-03T23:53:00.000-08:00

I received a oh-so-weird message at 7 plus this morning.
Anthony: "You free to play soccer at lorong ah soo later, 9.30?"

This fuckin sound so impossible, so i thought it was a dream and went back to sleep. (Its the second time, the last time was when my uncle msged me to go to church at 7am plus too, it's so unreal and i thought it's a dream too)
Then i woke up and checked my inbox again to realise its true. 9.30pm sounds more realistic to me. I love football but 9.30am is crazy. It's sec one now that i played at that kind of timeslot. Trust me, you can do much more things with the ball at night. Haha.

Okay, so the day is quite sastifying. Suntanned, then got out with Junda, daniel, caught Protege.
The black skinnys still can't fit. size 30, Im 28. Yeah, 30 doesnt exactly drops down but skinnys are meant to be skinnys. Im gonna try Vivo next week.

Okay, i don't care which cunt scored for Man utd. Cause i didnt bet. Haha. Thank you charlton & Inter. Thank you very much. Bought 1x2 on charlton and inter - 1 1/2. charlton drew 2-2 and inter won 2-1. Thanks for making me have less money.

And when are we going to st james ? Haaaa.

2007-03-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

Exams are "finally over". Yeah
Inverted commas because it can't be considered as finally, it ain't a long period of time exactly and cause' im up for two or three supp papers for sure.
But come on guys, we're gonna fight this together right ? Yeah, "fight". Lots of familiar faces during supp papers. Hohoho. Not forgetting my ever-so-existant companions for bad & lousy things in TP, Nicholas & Danny.Lol
But fuck that right now, there's still some time, some weeks.

The rain has finally stopped. I may be getting the black skinnys tomorrow, provided Topshop has my size this time round. And gonna have fun this weekend. And please, more sun (:

2007-02-25T18:28:00.000-08:00

So, im mugging right now.
Exams on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. It ends at 28 Feb.

Yeah yeah yeah. First paper last friday, CSAD. The 2 and a half hour paper was supposed to start at 2.30pm.
I reached at 2.48pm and left the room at 3pm. Hahaha
But that's because we didnt hand in the project so even if we got full marks, we wouldnt have passed (Around 12 of us) We went to get the paper for reference to supp paper.
We went for lunch & all & all and went back to concourse and still, no one's out yet, Everyone's still doing the paper. Lol

Fuck, im so not used to studying or say, mugging. It's been quite some time now, since im in that studying mood.
Just like how i forgot to write "wo", "ni" and many other characters in chinese. It's been 2 years + since i've laid my hands on that subject. My brother tend to poke fun at me when i don't get the meanings of his idioms and stuff.
But fuck you, I was once my chinese teacher's darling. I didnt get lower than the A2 grade up to sec 4. Haaa

2007-02-22T23:33:00.000-08:00

My chart for my annual CNY ang bao income took a significant nose-dive, following the demise of my great grandmother during the past year

Usually everyone, almost everyone (108 descendants, that's why the newspaper printed when her funeral is announced) will make a trip to her mansion every year. But now, there isnt a need to. And what a loss, ahh.

Yeah, one of my most wanted possessions since childhood (:

People (friends) always go London, or even Manchester. All those arsenal, chelsea stuff. If any of you happen to go UK, have a heart, make a trip down to Yorkshire, Elland Road and get me that. Haha

It is a big wonder why i think about her at times, during my freetime. Why im finding the way she talk so cute & why i find her sweet and pleasant looking.

When, when i don't even know up to 50 facts about her. Uhhh

2007-02-19T09:40:00.000-08:00

So, Chinese new year's not really that special afterall.
I remembered when i was young, i used to be very excited about this festival.
But,not really anymore.

Many of my "childhood playmates", we dont talk much now. People are either too young (1-13 yrs old) or too old (23-30) for me. Most of the time, im just away at a corner eating pineapple tarts & staring into space.
Okay, i admit i don't talk much. Usually it'll only be "Happy new year", some enquiries about studies & life and that's it.

It gets pretty boring, at times.

But of course, there are certain places that are worth visiting la.
Going down to my grandma's house for sharkfin's tomorrow (:

2007-02-17T09:00:00.000-08:00

First of all, Happy new year to all.
This year, the atmosphere is just not there. Partly because two person in my family(great grandmum & granddad) passed away in the past year, and also because exams are right after the new year.

Whatever. I have not gotten what i wanted for this year. The Topshop Black skinnys has no size & also that red buttoned top, so i ended up buying only one top. I scoured outlets from Wisma, Bugis, Vivocity and parkway parade but no size. Damn
But i've have to get it, whatsoever, after the new year.

This is the first time i played soccer during chinese new year eve. After the reunion dinner, i looked downstairs & saw those sepak takraw guys playing at the basketball court. The temptation is too strong so yeah, ended up calling Anthony & all and playing up to near midnight. And i've made new friends now, they're really people of a higher football level than those usuals downstairs. Yes. Im glad they asked for my number man.

2007-02-14T23:29:00.000-08:00

"Meeting" test today.
Drew lots, got the role of the Chairperson, out of 4 members and secretary roles. Okay, fuck myself.
Luckily i didnt stumble, and managed to think quick enough too. But I did cut off people when they're talking halfway. That's a big no-no, thats what teacher told me during feedback.
The teacher even said my friend's formal wear screams out "Polytechnic student", meaning he look so typical lower class, when we should dress like work place adults. He's fucking pissed.

So happy valentine's day. I spent my time playing soccer. That's so funnnn. Yeah right. -roll eyes.
But i believe it's either i made it worthwhile, or completely worthless. That's the point.Yes.

2007-02-12T16:20:00.000-08:00

YES. Inter Milan - 1 1/2 goals. They beat Chievo Verona 2-0.Ahahaha.

Okay, I slept at 9.20pm last night. I don't know why, but im dead beat.

My friends are going clubbing on valentine's, i guess. Those without dates, i mean. Quite a not-clever idea uh.

Oh well, I'm a little bit worst off. I wanted to date this one a lil too much. But it just doesnt seems right, feels right or sounds right. So i asked that one out.
Nevermind, that one is someone/a friend i wanted to meet too.
But urghhh.

And i've only asked one person, which is that one, so yeah..
No need to count those who asked me. 'Cause normally if i want to, i will ask you instead. Okay well well, don't get me wrong. Im someone you won't look at twice, people who asked me out are people who have no dates & maybe the fact that im entertaining encourage them to ask me. Yeah.

But well, valentine's not exactly for someone you like or whatever, something like that. Yeah.

But whatever, when have i become so sissy. why should i be too bothered about all this? Might as well/ rather go perfect my on-the-air flip-flap. Haaa

2007-02-11T16:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was again well-spent at Bradell Heights (:

The park downstairs is finally open, to the public.
And everyone's playing basketball now. It's like everyday is family day, family of fours throwing balls around the court. swarming around the area. I don't care, the basketball court is meant for playing football.Or else, where's the place for us ?

Okay, all of my friends has done fairly well for their o's. Congratulations.

2007-02-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

Hello hello.
So i won all my bets and some money yesterday. Holland, Czech Rep, Germany - 1 1/5 goals and also Czech on the 1 x2. Good thing. Good deal.

So i wonder who's in for Oranje's valentine this year. Last year, there was me, junda, daniel, wanshun and the usuals. This year I guess, there are certainties..perhaps, kenny daniel junda ?
More people have their dates/ girlfriends this time i guess.
Whatever, it is a something that all of us don't want to go for, dread of.

2007-02-04T19:45:00.000-08:00

Okay, yesterday was well spent at Bradell heights.

And so today I spent another $69 on Topshop. Another of those buttoned shirt, this time brown with polkadots.
Whatever, My account balance is still very healthy when i deposit some money today (:

So I think my Valentine is gonna be spent with them, Oranje, once again.
Let me see, since I've reached secondary school and started realising what Valentine's all about, I have only done dating once on that very day (which is sec 3 i think?). So it doesnt make much of a difference (:

2007-02-03T14:56:00.000-08:00

Yayaya. And I had my room re-painted in purple. I don't know why my dad wants it. But...whatever la.

2007-02-02T22:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, let's see. About the last few days, or rather, the past week..

Got fucking sunburnt. (It's not cause of suntanning, im such an expert at it, trust me. Blame wild wild wet instead)
And now my skin's all peeling, all over.

Got my Topshop stuff, bleach jeans & another of those striped formal wear, short sleeved this time at Domanchi.
(Next: Pull & Bear Punk tee & that Levi's faded bleach jeans.)

Got my piercing, like finally. After even people like Junda, Kenny, vincent, haishan & even jiaqing got it. Hahaha.

Got lack of sleep, as usual.

Did not won in any soccer bets, at all.

2007-01-27T16:23:00.000-08:00

Lab test today was pretty alright. I can compile the first two questions, which means at least 20 marks over 30 already. The last one cannot, but no matter what i cant be getting zero, so it's all safe. Ahh

Im gonna eat my 15 dollars worth of food later, at haishan's chalet. Damn it, it's expensive okay.

2007-01-25T12:23:00.000-08:00

And my brother got his Motorola Razr V3, yesterday. Not something that set pulses racing.
But when i was sec 1, i got a 3310(If you know what's that at all)

So my hamstring/thigh just pulls up tight whenever i play, Its been two weeks already since that day. I wonder why too. I do countless stretching, warm-ups like never before. But all i can do is sit down for half of my time at the court. It feels like fuck.

So this weekend, Haishan's birthday chalet.

Im gonna bounce back from discouraging shit, and make people fall. It just takes a little time.

2007-01-23T23:28:00.000-08:00

So Henry thinks he's damn smart by putting away that last gasp winner. Im just seconds away.
But nevermind, i still pocket 30+ from the weekends.
I want to continue my slow and steady investment in my bank account. Patience, ah.. is the key. Lol

Im shocked at the balance in my account, when i deposit money today. What i meant is, suprisingly alot more than what i expected or thought. Heh (:

2007-01-22T23:03:00.000-08:00

How i wish you'd dial the wrong number, everyday. Heh

But no, it's a one-off.

2007-01-20T15:55:00.000-08:00

The reason why i didn't went DXO last night, is because i pulled my hamstring or thigh or muscle pretty badly. Like it just feels so tight and it won't loosen that kind of feeling. Ahh, how to dance right ?

Nevermind, i rather watch EPL. Gonna have a nap later, for tonight's larger than life match. Cause school starts early tomorrow.

I even went as far as to notice that the first prize of TOTO is won by buying quickpick 7 and at hg stadium. It has happened for quite many times already. Next time i buy TOTO, surely go hg stadium and buy quickpick 7. heh

2007-01-18T22:55:00.000-08:00

I don't know why i feel so like dying when i slept 4-5 hours nowadays. I remember when i did this in secondary school, i could still go to school the next day, have fun, PE, play football with friends after school.

I miss serangoon sec. All the fence-climbings, rubbish dump sneak-ins, toilet hideouts from spotchecks, fun with water hose and 2-on-2 class football. Poly is fun too, but minus the classroom fun (though we are tryin so hard to relive that) But if you were to ask me to choose one, it's going to be my secondary school life & clique.

Oh yeah. Today's Anthony's birthday. How funny can he get.
Saw him downstairs and he told me " Eh, i want to celebrate today ah, play football la. Today's my bday"
I was humoured by him and all i managed to give in response is a " oh, okay"
Shit, no happy birthday at all.

But he's a nice lad. Honest, down-to-earth, mature and he knows what's right & wrong (certainly very different from his batch's boys, tell you)
I could get him something related with football, and he'll be happy enough. He's all about that.
Our topics are mainly about that, serangoon sec and porn (a shocker when i just found out, he's quite a fan. And he appreciates Anime porn too)
Hahaha.

2007-01-13T23:40:00.000-08:00

Today's match was like children playing in pools of mud. Totally sucked, but fun. You'll need to see it yourself to know how bad the field is, it's my first experience in such a field personally.

Anyway drew 2-2. Both from yilong, i guess.

Bathed and had fun in the park toilet afterwards. Body, clothes, face and hair full of mud. Hahaa, it's fun actually.

Oh my my, my friends are all quite hardcore clubbers. I dont have that stamina like you all and if NR6's bustop is nearer to my house, i dont mind. Haha.

2007-01-12T20:09:00.000-08:00

Screw school today. Basically because the rain is like pouring non-stop and when i pulled on my woolen long sleeved, it kinda itches me like hell. Irritated, i just took off everything, on my console and played my winning eleven.

So, feign some illnesses and got an MC for 13 bucks at Polyclinic. For today and tomorrow. There's make up lessons tomorrow.

Right now, im so excited.
It's been long since i woke up so early and played a match with those jokers. Tired it'll be, but im excited.
Heheheh.
8.15 at Redhill, a lil crazy isnt it. Gan eng seng ex-students. But knowing my team, i'll be meeting wanshun 8.10 at ....hg station. hahah

2007-01-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

There's only one thing in my mind now. To complete my OOPG project that is due on monday, that is.
I've somehow lost all my sources, not everyone is taking the same projects. Where's my reliable Timothy ? He's a legend. When im with him last sem, he got all the copying sources for me. He just had his ways.
This sem, the closest i've got is Nicholas. But that's far, between him and timothy. man.

Oh, there's a MATCH on saturday for Oranje. Match ? whoa, finally. Hahaa. I almost smash the phone on the floor when i received vincent's msg, 8am at serangoon interchange. 8am ?? what the fuck.
Talking about Oranje, it almost seems like a new era, isnt it ?
When it comes to going out, clubbing especially.. everyone's interested.
But when it comes to football, dragonboaters like daniel and junda no longer play anymore. As do the nucleus of the team, Nic, yilong, haishan etc. It had come to a time when the regulars or even nucleus are Vincent, me, wanshun, gilbert, andrew. hohohoho.

2007-01-10T23:47:00.000-08:00

Days were alright, normal.

My brother has gone off to his sec 1 orientation camp. Of course im happy, very in fact.

Couldn't believe that i got 38/50 for SWEN. On the other hand, couldnt believe that i failed my Interview too, though only a half mark failure.

Things to get done:
- Haircut, long overdue
- More exposure to the sun
- 1G handphone memory card (so my phone will be like a mp3 sooon,ha)
- Successfully grow a pretty beard & goatie. Couldnt quite get it right.

2007-01-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

First, Happy New Year to all. Of course (:

Okay, school's reopening sooon, very soon.
I've been having fun, basically fun during this two week long holiday. Many late nights, lotsa fun, clubbing, (Im not a clubber, just that it's holidays) football & all those shit you can think of.
Last night's probably the last night out late.

Time to shift back my focus to nights where i go to bed at 11.30 - 12, the various projects left undone and most importantly, major project proposal. One word, school.

New year resolutions, I don't have any or rather i'll keep them close to my heart.
Every year's pretty much the same to me.
But God has been kind to let things change for the better, each year. At least for my case.

2006-12-25T23:42:00.000-08:00

I didnt bought any christmas presents for anyone this year, and i told you all not to buy for me.
So why the fuck some of you jokers buy for me (especially you). Fuck you, cocksuckers.
I'll feel bad okay. Fuck you. Hahaha
Now i'll have to dig one out for you. Haha, damn. Hey hey hey, it's not that im stingy or im being such a scouser, but i think christmas gifts are bullshit (fucking waste of time)
I'll buy when it's the right time okay. Just sk Jieying, I got a $189 Guess watch for her birthday okay, Ahem. Hahahha

2006-12-25T16:46:00.000-08:00

First of all, Happy fucking Christmas to all'
Christmas period isnt exactly a damn fun thing or whatever, it rains so often, it made the sun fuck off and means no tanning..
But
Had a quite great Christmas Eve.

Had our Christmas dinner (:
Then some wanshun-joke came out during dinner, about last year's xmas where he lead his pals into the batttle with the banglahs, even to the extent of throwing spray cans at them. (Im not in his anti-banglah team, we watched them played last year)
So called him, and this year he's going steamboat with lucaz all. Phew.
Was debating between Phuture or MoS.. and reached MoS at 9.30pm. The feeling is fucking great, cause whenever i go.. the queue is like as if some taiwan superstar's autograph session. Believe me, the sense of sastification, of getting into MoS with ease..it feels great man.

Had quite some fun at MoS, although the crowd wasnt the best crowd ever. But it's a tad bit expensive, 30 bucks. Hell.
And now they're heading to Phuture on Wed, wohohoho. I'll see first. Hmm

Till then.

2006-12-23T13:36:00.000-08:00

Well, caught "Night of the museum" yesterday night. Quite a great show. Good value, i'd say.

And im anticipated and excited right now. 'Cause its gonna be fun later on. Woohoo
But my expenses..Damn, I just returned Haishan his money yesterday and I still owe Nicholas money for my losses over at his bookie side.

But god, im so excited and anticipated (:

2006-12-21T16:00:00.000-08:00

Anyone has song/s from Jet's new album "Shine on" ? Yeah, that australian band that sang " Are you gonna be my girl". (:

Time to cut my hair, again. That's fast. I've been putting hairband almost everyday till i didnt notice how fast it grows. Lol

'Cause I know I wont get my ideal Christmas Eve date :(

2006-12-21T15:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was pretty alright.
Caught "The curse of the golden flower".
Alright, i chose that show ahead of "The Holiday" and "Night at the musuem".. so to entertain myself, i would say the show's alright.
But honestly, it's quite a draggy and stupid show. The only thing about it is big tits everywhere. Hahaa.
I wonder if their tits hurt that way, man. God. Hahaa

AND i finally made my first trip to Vivo City. Haha, yes. Woohoo (:

Alright, bradell heights later (:

2006-12-19T16:31:00.000-08:00

Oh ya, exams are over. Actually since last friday.
But the rain spoils everything. Ah, boring boring boringggg

Should be heading down to MoS tomorrow, yes.
I hope Oranje organise something like a christmas dinner, or something (:

And God bless Mrs Joan Tan. Although I never really knew her, she never taught me before and the only thing she does is catch my hair.. it's really tragic. And everyone says she's a nice teacher (:

2006-12-19T16:11:00.000-08:00

Been's pouring continously from last night till now.
Ahh fuck, i hate those rainy days. Rainy days = no tanning, no football, adds lethargy and tiredness.

Been losing more than winning lately. And i know, im really a football betting-addict now. Seriously, I can't control. The itch and urge to plunder once i see the tempting odds. The urge to win BIG. The perception of "no bet, no kick" when watching the match (:

Oh ya, wonder why those small ah bengs of 21 came for the football matches the last few days. Shouting, screaming, creating dins as if they really know their shit. Someone scored a goal, and they go gaga, screaming " goal" and go up to their friend on another table and shouted " eh, 5 dollars. you said 5 dollars wan if liverpool won".
Give me a break.
They are "betting" or rather, playing among themselves in such low amount of cash and they are like screaming their heads off.
Come on la. People there and betting hundreds and thousands. You think people will go "wah, these kids bet football eh. WAH "
Fucking attention seeking, just because they thought betting is COOL. The same as Playing pool, clubbing and smoking. Duh

2006-12-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

Well, Love makes people do unconscious, silly and things without thinking.
Let their emotions get the better of them.

Im bleeding so hard for you, yet you're bleeding for him. And there's someone bleeding for me.
Love's such a wicked word for everyone uh. Hur

Why, why make me fall all over you again, so hard.
Until Im out of control
Until I do things that made you hate me.
I despise myself, for what i did (after reading through my own sent items, did i realise what exactly have i said)
Surely it's beyond redemption now.

Till then, it's all about my tests.
Two subjects were already surely-flunked. Enough of this, I seriously want to do well for SWEN tomorrow and Friday too (:

2006-12-12T20:03:00.000-08:00

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted.
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Snow (Hey oh)
The Killers - When You Were Young.

Listen to em' (:

Well, had a splitting headache the next day after the night at Madame wong's bar. Some of the songs are really super retro. I must say Agnes is damn weak, can't walk fast, vomitting after dancing awhile. And oh, she can't really dance that well after all. Hahaha.
I think Daniel can dance. lol
Next time la, folks..MoS. Haha.

2006-12-08T23:44:00.000-08:00

Sorry Pearlyn (:
We can meet next time.

Cause Im really so excited and anticipated and whatever to go MoS with my friends tomorrow. Something i won't miss, even if there's exam/s on monday for almost all of us.
Kenny's virgin club experience.
And there's Daniel, Haishan, Junda, Vincent and Jiaxian too. Heheh
And it's free.
Woohoo (:
I know clubbing's is dancefloor and hooking up for most of you people.
Well, not really to us la. Clubbing's about laughing at how stupid each other dance and lots of laughter. Fuck. I can do anything except dance. Lol

2006-12-07T15:40:00.000-08:00

And i've finally handed up my WBAT project just now. (To be honest, i don't even know what WBAT stands for, and it's week 5)

This whole week is crap, i tell you. I had an average of 5 hours of sleep per day. Didnt even manage to sleep properly one night. (And when someone can fall asleep on a wedding dinner, it's really serious)
And next week's term test. Hohohoho.

Bradell Heights later.
Should be going out with Pearlyn tomorrow (:
Don't think i'll be going to MoS tomorrow night with them for Kenny's virgin club experience, though its free entry. Exams are next week, and i want to sleep properly for once.

2006-12-06T22:21:00.000-08:00

Im drop-dead tired these days, like.. able to doze off anywhere.
I set myself a mark of at least 6 hours each day (I know it's isnt enough but, fuck school)
And i slept about 8 hours today but still felt so dead. Keeping sleeping on the bus.

Screw Interview.
Teacher says " Benjamin, the only good thing is the appearance, the good color-combination of your dressing, thats all "
Dead.

There's a wedding dinner tomorrow night (:

And don't you find "The Killers" and "Red Hot Chilli Peppers" so old school. woo, haha.

2006-12-05T23:19:00.000-08:00

Interview's tomorrow for CMSK. Formal wear of course.
Got a classic suit ready. Haha. Light brown top with dark brown coupled with light-brown-stripes tie. Looks pretty to me (:

2006-12-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

Term test's next week. Hell fast isnt it, damn.
I dont know a single shit.

2006-12-04T13:08:00.000-08:00

Yay. I finally know how to upload an image in blogger. What the fuck. I know it's easy like cocksucking. But Im dumb.
In case you don't know who's Escape The Fate (:

2006-12-03T16:56:00.000-08:00

Alright, Let's see.
Friday, Bradell Heights with Oranje. Brought Anthony along too, again.
Saturday, went swimming or rather "tanning" (there's no sun) with Junda and Yilong.
Then, caught Casino Royale at night.
Does Daniel Craig has any charm ? Nah, i dont think so. He looks like a fucking thug instead of James Bond. Just that he has the bod.

Fuck. Saw 3 's R21. I so wanna catch that sadistic show. What's with the tag ?
Anyway, after hearing about people scouring through another's internal organs & intestines.. live chopping off of one's arm in Saw 2. It's all cut off when it's shown here in Singapore, those scenes.

Doc says lack of rest & sleep for my ever-running flu ):
And I need the sun.
And i think im really becoming old school. Hahaha (:

2006-11-30T18:41:00.000-08:00

Felt so .......
A good talk is what's needed (:

2006-11-30T18:33:00.000-08:00

Escape the fate, ESCAPE THE FATE, Escape the fate.
Dig them.

Oh, and my friend said something today when we were talking about his performance at TP soon. He just ask " you are a drummer right? "
Like, oh my god ?
I said " Hahah, No la, do i look like one? I cant fucking play anything.. drums, guitar and whatever. I can only listen or maybe sing, or rather scream (whine). Haha "
And he said " really ? haha, you look like a drummer man "
Hohohoho.
Maybe i should really start to learn playing something. Haha

2006-11-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

I totally forgot Siying's birthday man, I wished her 3 plus today after i read her blog and suddenly jolted out in my seat. Like oh my fucking god, Im so sorry, brother.. when im supposed to wished her at 12am (she says she expects me to be the first few)
Ahh, sorry. You've been a great brother (: (PS: Too bad you dont watch, play or bet football.)
Hahaha.

And did i mentioned my brother got 233 for his PSLE. Haha. No serangoon sec at all, my mum disallow. That's good. Xinmin, then Bowen, nan chiau... blah blah. I HATE smart asses.

2006-11-28T22:20:00.000-08:00

Freaking tired and shagged now. Slept for not enough hours last night. But fucking hell, PELE is here today. Yeah, PELE, the world's greatest footballer in history, to TP. Fucking hell, can you believe it ? How could anyone miss that. He's one hell of a living legend. Who cares about David Beckham going to NYP last year? We've got PELE (:

Seoul Garden with Nic, yilong, danny and kelvin today. Stayed there from 12 plus to 4. Ate quite like fuck.
Then its fuck, I felt so honoured to even see him in real-life, close view. Damn. But couldn't quite get his autograph, a one-on-one photo with him or a handshake. We were damn pissed la, find all kind of ways.
Those under-13, under-9 boys had high fives with him. Fuck. I seriously think a high 5 from HIM will make you a better player tomorrow. HAHA. transfer his magic to you. Lol
And its crap, fancy holding a kids' tournament at TP for him. Why not the director's cup, then the champions to take a photo with him huh ? Damn it, hahaha.

Love wearing those figure-hugging sky blue basics nowadays. Like your very first pair of original jeans. Dig it, fucking old school man.
Imagine after parking your green-sprayed Vespa, then taking off your helmet.. your enough-long hair all to a side, any white tee and those jeans. Woah (:

2006-11-27T13:08:00.000-08:00

Last two days.
Caught Tenacious D & went to some kind of a party yesterday. Saw some girls with cocksucking faces. Hahaa. Pretty turn-offs.
Tenacious D makes me wanna sing and jump inside the cinema man.

Tertiary Fling this thursday? Count me out la, people.
I'd rather play football.
And Im kinda sick these days, ever-running flu.

2006-11-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

Know whats the worst part, besides everything
I don't get to see you, not even once.
Everyone else does, but not me.
Can you imagine how i fucking feel ?

2006-11-26T17:40:00.000-08:00

"Haha" .
And it feels like that turbulent cold four months earlier.
I mean all along, it has.

And it's back to square one now, again.
Was that eagerly anticipated, that excited although it has been dragging on since June.
Have got lots to show (changes), lots to say and lots of surprises for you when we meet. But..
Even before I could show/ prove anything, my hopes were dashed.
There's isnt even a chance. Havent even saw me.
I have been waiting so long for that one day (And it won't happen now)

You know, just like buliding a sandcastle from scratch and when it's about to be completed, someone comes over and kicked it, back into grains of sand.
Like it all doesnt matter anymore.

Whatever.
Some people, all they need to do is nothing, or rather bad things and they get everything.
While some people can try for a lifetime and, get nothing.

Yeah, i know this sounds abit to cheena. Minus the self-proclaimed deep love and sadness that they always seems so eager to show the world. Pardon.

2006-11-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

Wah, this is fucking heart-wrenching.

I really should just get on with friends and football.
Anyway I really have NO- LIFE, fucking no-life you could say and scream it out loud "I have no fucking life "
All I do is hang out with guys, play my football, bet on football and thats all.
There's no excitement, no spice, no love or no whatever interesting going on in my life. That's it.
That's how i live on everyday. Like fuck...
Like a fucking black and white film.

2006-11-21T23:32:00.000-08:00

And i finished Princess Hours yesterday night. Hahahaha. Like finally.
At least im faster than the Tv's one. Think today's the last episode for the Tv one. Lol
Okay okay only eh, not very nice. Don't understand why people go gaga over it. Haha, the ending's somehow slipshot, i think. And whole fucking serial, there's only ONE scene to cry about. But of course, i didnt cry la. Duh, for goodness sake (:

Do you miss me, friend ? I think I can answer my own question.

2006-11-20T23:53:00.000-08:00

And after putting on a hairband to school for the whole of last week(first time), I finally cut my hair quite short.

You know im always all about car/s only. But the peer influence and such recently has given me an urge to own a bike. Though my mum disallow, but it's true that i can jolly well afford a bike now and certainly not a car. That, will take at least a few more years.. unless i drive a family car, which i dont mind. Heheh
But i has this urge to own a Vespa la, it's not ex at all and it's damn old school laaa.
The only problem is maybe my girlfriend would find it unglam or dangerous or don't like it. Hahahaha

2006-11-18T22:29:00.000-08:00

These few days has been sastifying.
Tanned quite alot (on friday, the free time in between my dismissal time and the match), won the Director's cup(all of us have never been champions in our entire life before, so you can imagine), and tanned very effectively today.

My face is red now, im damn happy. Haha.
You must be thinking im crazy, happy when my face is hurting. Haha. Im not and was never under the 'cute' or 'pretty' guys category, I know. Neither do i want to be in that category. Whatever it is, i just don't know how to explain. But I just feel that i had a different image and i want to be dark.

I have this urge to get fuckin sunburnt badly before today, cause of the unpredictable weather and occasional sunny outbursts.
And i got it today, although it's not really considered sunburnt. I feel very sastified too.
Now finally got the time to cut my hair tomorrow, after a busy week.

2006-11-17T23:58:00.000-08:00

Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore.

She loves salting my wounds,

Yes, she enjoys nothing more

2006-11-16T23:52:00.000-08:00

We're fucking champions la.
Everyone feels like so great.
I felt the system abit cocked up or biased. If the team that we faced yesterday face any of the other teams, they would have gone through. The match yesterday was a potential final.

Anyway, beat the two teams 9-4 and 6-1 today.
And kelvin scored a total of like more than 25 goals for the whole tournament. Can you believe it. Haha, Oh my god.
If you looked at goals, we're like bit part roles. Lol