"Haha" .
And it feels like that turbulent cold four months earlier.
I mean all along, it has.
And it's back to square one now, again.
Was that eagerly anticipated, that excited although it has been dragging on since June.
Have got lots to show (changes), lots to say and lots of surprises for you when we meet. But..
Even before I could show/ prove anything, my hopes were dashed.
There's isnt even a chance. Havent even saw me.
I have been waiting so long for that one day (And it won't happen now)
You know, just like buliding a sandcastle from scratch and when it's about to be completed, someone comes over and kicked it, back into grains of sand.
Like it all doesnt matter anymore.
Whatever.
Some people, all they need to do is nothing, or rather bad things and they get everything.
While some people can try for a lifetime and, get nothing.
Yeah, i know this sounds abit to cheena. Minus the self-proclaimed deep love and sadness that they always seems so eager to show the world. Pardon.
5:40 PM
