Im one minute less to being Crazy now. All the studying and mugging has fucked me up. Everyday, It's like the paper ends at 4.30pm, then you'll have to rush home and stare at the next mountain-high pile of notes for the next paper tomorrow. Reached home at around 6 plus and after dinner, its like.. only a few mere hours left ? (I even started reading on the bus-trip home)
I remembered im locked in the room straight from 6pm to 2am, when im studying my Law. Omg. Hahha
Seriously, time isnt being enough. I could mug my whole night out and maybe still fail or pass marginally ):
Reaching home and seeing my ever-irritating brother. He doesnt need to do anything, the sight of him is already one of the most irritating thing/s on earth. He only eats and play at home. Every day, without fail.. I could bet you a thousand euros or US dollars, that when i reach home, he'll be there hogging the computer with his Dota. I seriously can't stand him. Seriously. He's like some kind of useless handicap shit, only eat and play at home. Some of the tastiest junk food at home, I havent even got a taste of it and it's being finished by him. I've been holding back for long, Im scared i'll hurt his self-esteem if i blast him off.
And he can't even eat properly, he always make such a mess up whenever he eats.
One of my long-term wishes is : I seriously hope he'll grow fat until he cant fucking run (much less kick a ball), fail his 2.4km and get himself into TAF club for good.
Havent been picking up Anthony's calls nowadays. Well, It's either im at bradell heights, studying or during exams. Bet he would have mastered a few more skills already.
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