Im at my wits end
Somehow everything i do/say
Things without motive, without harm..
People think that Im a nutcase.
I felt so miserable.
Was kinda irritated yesterday.
Was quite dressed up and my mom's in a quite fabulous gown provided by the studio, but all the pictures we took couldnt be sent into the computer in the end. Was quite fucked up.. Damn it. Hhaah
She(Jieying) said that i looked better with hairband, haha. But I don't think so.
It's kinda o-okay today. Took 854 all the way and found out it stops at Yishun interchange. So went Northpoint and have a look. Hmm
Two more school weeks, and it'll be the study break, exams and then holidays. Fast isnt it ?
Sometimes, Life just pass on without meaning and purpose day by day. I've lost all the zest and motivation to really study, like when im preparing for my O levels. Those days, I really find studying enjoyable. It's such a thrill to study through the whole night and when you can really write and write non-stop on your paper, it's a wonderful feeling. Like a sense of real accomplishment. But now, I've been only telling myself just to sit through and finish this Diploma, like what many others out there think too. No more drive and stuff. Some subjects, werent even associated with studying. Hmm
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