Come to think of it, it's rather sad. TP's my first choice school and im blessed to be there. The people there are marvellous, smashing personalities everywhere. The guys are friendly and easy to get along with. And the girls, even real hot girls are so down-to-earth and friendly. They dont have that "who cares", "i dont give a damn" and "im the prettiest girl in the universe" arrogant feeling about them, which some hot girls typically have. There are no posers or ah bengs except for a relatively small portion.
But... So many people said they would want TP beforehand and then ended up elsewhere. Especially Oranje. Its so sad. Jiaqing, gilbert, andrew all went to NP and Vincent, to NYP. I almost felt as if next semester i could go everywhere in school and see people i know, people i could eat lunch with, people i could go home with. That's a bonus i thought of la, but it doesnt really matter. As we all have to part and go on our separate ways some day in the future (:
Now there's Junda and Jiajie left. And its almost the same again plus Yilong and nicholas, haha. I mean for the old friends section la. Its real disappointing Eric didnt joined in as we expected, and oh of course, Agnes too. She's gone to RP. If not, I could jolly well had gone to school with her everyday, haha (:
It seems everyone got who they wanted to be, in the same poly as them. For me, it seems so distant and far away
I felt weird, strange and wrecked up inside at times. Its a contradiction of feelings. I dont really understand my own feelings at times. Sometimes i really wanted to tell you how much i wanted you to be by me.
Talking abt it, Tiffny's really got a way at consoling me at this. Hahah. Oh yea, She's the first to ask for my results that day. Its great we managed to stay at TP, but dont know whether same class. (:
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