Oh, the O levels results are out today. And Im happy for some of my friends. Junda got 16, gilbert 13, hongyee 18, Agnes 18 and of course the guy who done us all proud, for serangoon secondary, for Oranje and for himself, Jiaqing. He's second in school and he got an 11. We are all shocked, unexpected and yet happy. Hahha
Im disappointed with some of my friends too, like Eric who got 23. He's promising but didnt did himself much good. I expected more from him. Jiajie too, and of course Xiping and tzechoong.
Lastly i felt pity for some too, like Vincent who retake and then yet only improve from 22 to 21. I can see he's damn sad. Same to Dhivyan too. And of course i pity myself. I look at them and get reminded of myself. If only i could study harder, put in a tad bit more effort. And only if i chose faster. Even course choosing im a failure. My teacher told me i chose on the last day last year, thats why even some of my eligible courses slip off my hands. I wana be like Jiaqing too. That honour, joy and elation which i only tasted half as much last year. And honestly i felt that tinge of jealousy in me. But its all over for me now.
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