My mother effectively spoiled my day ah. Damn. She wants to drag me to a haircut today so yeah, she woke me up at 10am. Then she's sooo taking her own sweet time. I waited for her for around two and a half hours when she's choosing her clothes in a shop and when she's in the bank. Fuck, then when finally have a haircut and reached home, its already close to 4. And she kept complaining bout her hair. I was really fuming mad along the way, she's not my girlfriend. Haha.
I reached home so sick and went straight to sleep, and of course effectively ended my Saturday like this. Hmmm. Lol. Cause Agnes wanted to leave at 5. So it pointless going. Yeah, and there are too many different grps of ppl there at haishan's chalet, some grps wich i cant get along with so didnt turned up.
People have asked and so on, I want to clarify and rest assured this is the truth. I've gotten cleanly over you, the past you. Oh yeah, since i've reach this topic, i want to use this chance to say what i really feel too. It may be shocking, but its true. I've done alot of thinking in the afterdays.
I realised that why this thing dragged on fer that long is because im holding on to a set of feelings that i cant bear to erase. Actually Its long gone from my physical exterior, its just a part of me holding back. Firstly, i know girls aged two years younger or more than me is out of the question. Secondly, her thinkings and dressings doesnt really suit. Thirdly, im not the kind that can talk with girls on long hours sms-ing or whatever. Fourth, i dun feel comfortable with her in fact. So yeah, I've concluded she's long not really the ideal girl already, Im just cant bear to forget. Note, Im not consoling myself. Trust me, i've gotten over it seriously.
And this post has no offence to anyone, just in case. =)
Haha, i think its better not to sms,chat, talk on the phone or meet up wid your boyfriend/girlfriend too much or even worst, 24/7. Thats my thinking la, so that we wouldnt get tired of each other and every meeting would be anticipated. Isnt it ? =)
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