well, went to play soccer today. Forget thats its still hari raya. damn. so all my malay frens dere didnt came down and we played wid some chinese and indian guys. well kuma did come la. we played soccer so relax den i can even yawn when im playing. today soccer has no purpose except tt it messes up my hair. LOL. you know ur hair, it has a weird feeling after you sweat. yeaps. hate that.
btw, there's some people that i really want to get my hands onto. Im not those cheena guys that provoke ppl fer no reason. But one day if you get beaten up by a bunch of soccer players. dont ask me why. =))
Seeing people's fucked up lifes and blah blah blah certaintly makes me dont wana have a normal life too. hahas. what shit is that. Whats wid this fucked up life. Im in a total dilemna on what to do next. I shall nt share now. perhaps its not the time. Its too personal. And mind you, its not about LOVE. hahas.
'You betrayed me for all i care
I want my love back
negative skies, closing eyes
I left a note in tragedy.'
' I waited on a line of greens and blues,
Only to go home in despair
Walk home alone aimlessly
Every single night.'
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