well well well, today's Agnes birthday. So we went to bugis to meet her dere. I mean me, tzechoong,daniel and junda. Kinda sad tt eric cant make it. I kinda miss him. LOL. I really wanted to have seoul garden but have to wait an hour fer tt god damn it place. So had swensens in the end. Well, agnes footed the bill.(of course) Or else i wldnt be there. HAHA. jkjk la. Oh yea, forgot to mention i made a mess out of myself today when im drawing eyeliner. ended up cleaning n rubbing it away repeatedly to draw again and thus, make my eyes so darn red wid scratches. Hahh.
Anyway, kinda dead today la. esp when daniel was so shy. hahas. Agnes dresses up like a dance hostess i think. The best thing of the night is eating, haha. I felt so awkward being there anyway. actually wanted to inform you to at least act out being normal fer the last day as its someone else birthday.
You seem so alright. And as if everything's perfect and nothing has ever happened. well,im alright too. Just that those words are totally unexpected.It shocked me and bombshelled me. haha. Just that i dun have anything to distract me. Last year, i did have my o levels to bury myself in. Now, im still thinking how to get by life day by day,esp in the near future.
Its not pretty hard to win your heart. Its impossible, i think. You have already put me to death. Deemed all my doings useless and make me feel worthless. I could not have felt worst,as a guy now. I just don understand why, i really dont. I really dont !
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