I felt as if i've fallen apart last night. Finally i felt as if i've broken apart,since then. I finally did feel and do all the stupid things that you guys would do when you're in such situations. The only thing I duno why, was why it was until yesterday. So i did shed, I did regretted. I apologised already, if those words had frustrated or stressed you. But im not wrong, i have to voice out. Although at times i know its too much, but i had to voice out. People have to spare a thought for my feelings.
You live life as if nothing happened,being so unaffected and perhaps happier without me. whereas im like trying so hard to act unaffected.
Anyway so be it, I've lost a so regular chatter and a close person.
I just have to say that its unfair, unfair and so fucking unfair to me. I think its completely undeserving, i dun really deserve this. God and perhaps you coupled together, is a piece of fucking garbage. Like some combination trying to ruin my life inside out. Maybe its nt tt much on you, but whoever's up there is a fucking bitch.
I duno how to get over it. I really dont.
'The damage you inflicted
temporary wounds
I coming back from the dead end and
I'll take you home with me
Im taking back the life you stole.'
1:50 PM
