hahh. soccer was hilarious yesterday. when you're playing wid edi,gerard,wan,nedved and wilson. maybe wilson is the exception lars. hahh. alrights, im deciding whether to play soccer later wid oranje or go to town. hmmms.
I duno what prompted me to text that msg. I mean i should have left it for later on. at least we still could be on good terms fer a few more days then. But anyway its seen. Seriously, i duno what to do next after i saw those words. I went out of my room, joked and laughed wid my brother awhile while he's playing game. Den after tt i went back in, and seem to lie on the bed fer eternity. My mind is in a total blank. i duno how long i lied too, really long. I really duno what to do, and what to say. Esp wondering how am i going to get by in the next few days. Im laughing heartily and feeling so bad inside. I can laugh at this moment, and cry in the next second. What you want me to do and how you want me to get by life, after saying all these. damn. I duno whats wrong wid me? There must be sth bad bout me tt prompt tis feeling, if only you can tell me that. And i'll change for your sake. You deemed everything i did as useless, and you make me feel that i can be no more worst, for a guy.
'I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more.'
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