Agnes quitted swensens today. FINALLY, after so loonngg, after ONE day of work. Haha. actually im tempted to take her place there since she quitted, but duno can anot. They are not interested in hiring me, never call me back. Cause i can only work weekends. So now, i've assessed it properly. I'll be able to work on tues,wed,thurs,sat and sun. Of course,all night shifts then can la. And mondays and fridays ends at 6pm,so cannot. hmms. And yeah, my ideal job = DISHWASHER. Im serious, people if got lobang tell me. Hahha. I dun mind being a dishwasher anywhere, even at Pizza hut. Just washing dishes. =)) Hehh
Working is a good option. I love keeping myself busy all the time. It helps, to forget someone. =)
The frangrance of your hair, is fading fast. I still remember i used to whisper into your ears,especially last year. The height, is just ideal. My mouth was to your ears when we stood and, whispering into your ears always.
Those weird thinkings, its so fucked up. I totally didnt knew why i did that, its like out of control sometimes. Its like the devil in me acting up, and forcing me to text such weird things. Only to regret on the next day always. But my devil side just have a tendency to type my weird thinkings and then when im bout to clear the text, my finger just cant stop going down and i cant force it up. I know, that it shouldnt happen.
'Your subtleties they strangle me
I cant explain myself at all
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.'
I've lost a close friend, someone that knows me quite well i think. And vice versa.
' I lookat you with such disdain.'
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