sumtimes i wondered whats this world is all about. God.
i wondered why cant everyone enjoyed a life of luxury. If there's only a limited amount of rich people, then what about all the poor and suffering ? people often say you work hard to get what you want. fame,wealth and status. but why are there people born out from farking rich families when they can dun even lift a finger and be rich all their life, while they are people who actually work that hard but cant get what they want. Isnt this world unfair ?
And this contry's a fucked up scene now. No matter what courses you take, it doesnt gurantee you a stable job. And no matter how hard you tried, sumtimes you just cant get into your desired course. There's no more future in this fucking country anymore. Rising population,yet so farking small. Everyone's striving for the same things. There's no more space for any more businesses,coffeeshops or wadeva shit. The only people who can eat and shit without worries daily are the president,prime minister and members of the parliament. the only stable jobs and incomes.
To think you still can talk about your ambitions and dreams. It has come to an extent where there's no more of such nonsense. you'll be label as childish. Dreams dun bring you money. you may have to work in a job where you disliked the most for the rest of your life just to ensure money keeps flowing in. forget about pilots, idols,psychology etc. Its unachievable. sighs-
Seriously,i didnt have a choice. Will you still see me as the same if i retained,waste another year ? Its good for love, but wad about the future. Will you change your perspective of me if i dont do well in my studies? Most importantly, Will you love me if i cant gurantee you a bright future ahead? You wldnt wan a guy like that. Looks and everything doesnt matter anymore, what matters is money right ?
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