hmm. today met up wid eric,siying,drusi n junda at hougang mall. Eric's words woke me up..siying knock some sense into me i guess during our walk home,she said i deserved it.hahs. i need some good self-reflecting. I finally knew wad kinda of a guy i am. If dere's anyone to blame,i think its gonna be me,i myself ended this thing. I felt bad after hearing those words,not because of anything else..but cos i found out wad kinda of a guy i am. I felt digusted too,at myself. LOL.
Its too late for anything now.i guess. Its useless to regret too. should have done it long ago.
Am i really that kinda of guy wid no initiative,no first moves and dun act like a man. i seriously think so. i cant possibly win or touch any girls' heart this way. hahs. -shakes head-
Self-reflecting is seriously needed. hahs
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