so today was fine..went to bugis wid lucaz,tze choong,drusi and siying. its quite fun though. found out tt im like haben been goin out wid drusi fer awhile? maybe cos last week she didnt tag along. well,junda n eric didnt follow too..prefer to stay at heartland to study. so we went dere,lucaz n tze choong buying new clothes fer themselevs.
drusi keep sawing clothes dat she said looks good on me..and suit my style? i dun even get wad she mean by 'my style'? but anyway im kinda broke..soccer season havent start yet.argh.hahs
den went back to heartland at night to meet junda n eric and ate dinner. back to e craps again. eric singing n drusi recording dem all down..hahas. oh yea,and me n lucaz were like keep talking bout report books today.hahs..last yr! cos we gt bad results..passing only 1 subs out of 7? plan to get rid of e damn book. in e end i threw away e book..but he only forge e signature n pass it up to teacher ! pang seh me! HAHA
oh yea..almost 4got,anyway i met agnes ytd..she was like havin difficulty n taking ages to finish a bottle of green tea? HAHS. anyway had a nice time,talk alot..but oso made me have a wasted trip..yea,n finally i got my leaving cert.FINALLY.
well,life's colorless. i miss soccer.
seeming steady n aloof on e outside.
but do you know that it actually hurts so much,really so much whenever you seem that you like other guys.
egoistic and full of confidence in front of any1 else,any other girls..but everything stops at you.
lost of confidence and lowering my pride n egos..i will do stupid things for you. i duno y.
its been awhile,but i duno y.. Isit bcos im seventeen? Isit bcos we arent in e same sch? Isit bcos i cant see you daily,each n every day ? but you think i wan all tis? you can ask god about it..perhaps he can tell you e answers..why he arrange things this way. even in those rare short split seconds once in a while,he wldnt gif me..or us e chances.
of course its a disadvantage.
tell me,am i losing out ?
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