well,these few days are as per normal.wake up,go to skl,come home,play com,sleep..nth much.
played soccer ytd n today goin too..went to stadium to watch match last night. the atmosphere was electric..didnt noe spore matches can have such a impact on e fans.hahas.
well,was talking to jean last nite.she seems to noe alot bout me huh..i duno y..she says its her intuition..was constantly giving me advice n tis n that..hahs.love expert huh? but some things she said were really true. was telling me to change my thinking n mindset. saying i duno how to take initiative at all. =/
perhaps its true.but i duno..i jus kinda feel if i msg a gal first,its like she doesnt wan to talk to me right den and im somehow disturbing her ? i duno.sighs.
i felt really strange recently.sometimes i felt tt life without you is somehow better? i duno y. i love you.why am i feeling such a way. it just seems that if without you,my life's without any worries..free from all the stress? somehow,i didnt need to worry why you didnt msg me,dun nid to worry n think bout wad you write in your blog. my life is much mre relaxing. sighs. i duno why i felt this way. i love you that much but yet i felt my life is better without you ? how can that be.damn.wad e fuck am i thinking ?
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