well..today no school. den eric called and asked whether wan to watch movie. stars wars.DUH. guess after hearing that.it puts away everyone interest already. stars man. wad a dumb movie. nobody really wans to watch it. its a movie for kids.
so we ended up playing soccer.again. yea wid dhivyan junda n wanshun.dhivyan hp got stolen. we confront many malay groups all over but couldnt find it though. aniwae its just a 3200 dhivyan.HAHA
sumtimes soccer is nt that fun though. i got sick of it. im asking myself why do i play soccer like fuck. isit becos i reali love it so much or isit bcos i play it to occupy my time n forget her. maybe its the second ans. soccer is a painkiller.
tmr oranje got match. actually wanted to go but since junda doesnt wan,den forget it. we walk out together..den we shld walk in back together too..hahas. sumtimes i reali wan to go back to oranje. but e thought of bein disgraced puts me off. i cant just walk out n come back as i like. but i grew up wid oranje.most of dem. all e way from 1EC..ppl like daniel,kenny,sweeseng,junda,haishan,lucaz,vincent..den sec 2 came wanshun,jiaqing,lek han..blah blah
i learn how to play soccer thru dem. sighs
sumtimes i feel you do nt treat me seriously. im nt reali sum1 important to you after all. im near to non-existent in your heart perhaps. whether the world has me anot,you wouldnt care.it wld be the same to you. so much fer that. fer my complete devotion. have you ever considered how it felt like,all along ?
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