gosh..today something happened.was durin lunch break. me and my frens were finding seats in the canteen.den 2 gals frm our class..1 of dem is tt sweet sweet gal. den she called out to me saying 'dere r xtras seats here..sit together la' den of cos me as i always seem,grab my bag switch seats and sat beside her.=) heh..
finally did chat wid her.not much though
well.startin to find dat IT wasnt such a bad course..i mean i had to get used to it. its my life now..wad can i do.. esp after listening to all my classmates..their results..all around me..18pts,17pts,19pts and even another wif 12pts..dey dun like IT too..it wasnt their desired course..and we all end up in it..and dey took it easily,naturally.. i should be like dem..no doubt..im making enemies wid myself if i continue this way.
and fcuk it.im finally starting to question myself.. all along,i had neva set eyes on pretty gals more den once.nor even fall fer any gal.because,because dere's you..i remember you each n every time. but you doesnt seem to care.you are always mentioning bout others..not me.. i know i had too much of egos n pride..i didnt do much to woo a gal..nor to make a gal touched..maybe im nt good wid dat..but most importantly,deep inside i truly cared.you know..
i questioned myself,finding myself dumb..reali.dumb,as serene had always said bout me..hahas..
nevermind anyway. having you is a plus. its a dream.its my 3rd wish dat i prayed to god. but without you i wunt possibly die..i wunt die without gals..i dun need a girlfriend in my life. i just need soccer in my life. =)
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