seriously i hate my life..right now..it's so aimless..a life without hopes n dreams..or mayb all of dem r long gone..shattered;broken..
i dun feel like studying now..poly n sec sch holidays r directly opposite..sighs. since the day i left serangoon sec,i haven been able to see much of her..n now poly starts..it will b worse..no doubt..at least in sch last time i can see her daily..at least see that she's safe n sound..aiyah..aniwae whu cares farker..as if ppl cared..
i could see..i've witnessed e way things r drifting farther n farther btw us..frm last year.its kinda diff right now. frm e day i left skl,i knew things wld b diff..i knew you are gonna forget me someday..
And dear god..you muz have forgotten how much i prayed to you in the past year.all my sincerity..everyday everynight without fail.i look out of e window and prayed hard to you before i sleep,when i woke up in e morning,when im in e temple..everywhere..bout e 3 wishes tt i wanted so much..you must have forgotten it all,god.
okay.maybe you did help me..my first wish i prayed hard fer good results in my o levels..well,u granted me that..according to my standards..i did well..but where's my 2nd n 3rd wishes ? you didnt help me to get into a good course in a poly..wich is my 2nd wish.. and i prayed hard,so hard for the 3rd wish..wich is to be able to be together with her till my hair grow white.ok,maybe take away e white hair part..but you didnt grant me anything..GOD
i got false hope from her..your ignorance;ignorance to me nowdays is heartwrenching..i rem lots of things you said.things we do..memories are priceless..u can take everything away except memories..i know you wld forget me soon but
i dunt want to forget you..pls dun let me do so.
3:25 PM
