hmms..today n tmr orientation..poly is finally going to start..i cant believe it..i still haben woke up frm my 'dream'.its harsh reality now..i feel reali sad..reali damn sad bout start attending sch..duno y..tink nobody felt this way as me..but..sighs..if it was serangoon secondary..i dun mind goin back dere..
felt reali down tis few days..cos sch is starting soon..many things flashed thru my mind everyday everynight..things dat are breaking me down..things dat always brought me close to tears.i need at least 2 hrs lying on e bed every night to bring me to sleep.
well..TP is reali a chick sch..sch of babes..hahas..everywhere dere are so many pretty gals..but does it matter.it doesn matter at all.to me.not even a single bit..
felt so sleepy during e whole orientation..tml i take timetable liao go play soccer alrd..no way im goin to play those lame games wid dem..and 1 thing e transport is making me sick..take so muuch time..
actuali had loads to write.but nw no mood..sori..next time.slept on e bus jus nw..i was thinking bout loads of things..until tears welled in my eyes.den i closed my eyes,coz cant let ppl c ma ! den close until i dozed off..sleep till my bus-stop is over..den walk in e rain home..hahas..felt stupid..lols..tok bout e things some other time.
if u felt unwanted,den wad m i huh ?
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