well..played soccer today..as usual..but guess wat haishan n wanshun came n we played together..its been quite a long time since i saw dem..saw lek han today too..well,haishan improved tremendously..playin like a real club player..woo..fun playin wid dem again..
but kinda down once again..guess im out of her life;out of her heart alrd..well dats e place where i always wanted to be in..where i have been in..where im no longer in..n where i cant always hope to be in..sighs..
well..just felt dat e togetherness,closeness,fun n everythin btw us is drifting apart..slowly fading away..i duno wHy..fer no particular reason..or maybe it did..but fer some reason tt i duno..
isit being unfair to me..i duno..maybe her interest is at sum1 else now..i duno..sighs
maybe its e time dat our story shld end..i haf seen all my frens' ended 1 by 1..maybe its time fer mine to end too..im goin to poly..whereas she continue her secondary sch life..i cant see her daily like before..maybe its time..reali time..
but i reali dun wana things to turn out tis way..perhaps it reali time to forget her..n move on..but it'll b hard fer me to fall in love again fer sometime..sorta cant bear it.. but if drusilla can do it,junda can do it,lucaz can do it,pearlyn can do..den so can i.. guess im gonna play more soccer..it'll help..in forgetting her.. tts wat i always do last time..
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