My friends mentioned, and i realised. Yeah man, three years, just kinda pass by us in a flash. And now i'm starting to think about graduation ceremony already, yeah man, for the first time ever. I want to grad like a happy bird, grad with all my dear friends fighting along with me, and have a well-deserved celebration with them. Hahha
Yeah , and it wasn't until just that i realised that i've delivered such a "inspiring speech" today in wbat class.
"Come on' people, there's no need to be selfish. We're all failures here. Let's just stick together, do the project as a class, a whole big group, let's just share our projects and help each other. Pass together as a whole lah, all pass together. Teacher wouldn't really dare to fail us all, it'll affect his reputation seriously "
And it brought " yeah lor, yeah man" from em' Woohoo. I feel so united.
9:20 PM
Okay, i feel like blogging today. It'll be 100 times better if i could write these things out with a pen and paper. You can't imagine how much i really missed English compo, not only on the writing part, but also the traditional pen and paper stuff (:
Anyway, the last entry's date is.. oh, aiyah, I'm not some big shot, I'm not the heart-break kid, I'm not the icon, I'm not the show stoppa (sounds familiar? haha). I'm sure reading the home issues section in the papers will be a little bit more interesting than reading my blog uh, darlings ? Haha
CMSK4 presentation today. I dont know how i somehow ended up in the same class with that Desmond, (serangoon sec, 1989 batch) for this subject. He's been like that all his life, isn't it. I dont know him, but i know about his loudmouth. And he certainly showed off his talents today, shooting off his mouth as usual. Asking stupid, ridiculous and no-answers-questions on MY presentation until teacher said "Thank you" prematurely and ordered us back, perhaps expecting a verbal war. There goes my marks, i guess. I didnt why he had to screw us, it seems to me there's something personal, whatever.
The week's reading 15 now & the last week of school is week 17. That explains all, i mean the submissions, presentations all. Exam's starting on 26 ? yeah.
Okay, meeting Rachel tomorrow. Goodnight everyone (:
11:19 PM
Eyes still red. Oh well, get well soon, to myself (:
That (the above) will decide whether I go to school tomorrow.
The last and only time i played soccer in the past 2 weeks, i ran (not really run also) for barely ten minutes & I cough like don't know what, lungs felt deprived and there's this whole load of shit stuck at my throat. And i felt very bad.
Come on, illnesses. If this goes on, how to have luck to buy Toto or 4D.
10:32 PM
Yeah. There you go, weekends.
I was sick, again. In the past 2 weeks, i wasn't really in a moment when i can call myself fully recovered.
This time, Sore eyes is the highlight. I'd never had this before, in my life but my brother passed it to me, and my mum. Fucking red, blood-shot, swollen eyes. As if my eyes aren't small enough. And i blamed him for that, yeah call me ridiculous or what. But he got that first & that's his fuckin' problem, and instead of seeing a doctor, he spent the whole god damn mother fuckin' day glued to the PS2. And he skipped school for that, or being sick ? He doesnt want his illness cured, that's his personal problem. But i/we certainly don't want such things at this point of time. So much after being told that these things spread very easily (I mean, my brother)
Is he selfish or what ?
I had to excuse so many things right now, and i feel so mentally sick.
10:19 PM
Okay, i got school till 6 tomorrow. So all had to be done today.
We had lunch at some sichuan restaurant, at suntec. Okay la, very good indeed. My mum paid.
& despite my dad warning me not to accept, my aunt/s and grandma all gave me red packets still. All kept rejecting my offer of a dinner treat on either tues, wed or thurs. So i'd decided to buy "orh lua" and those junk 'delicacies' that my grandma likes & surprise-visit her someday next week. Good idea to not feel guilty, my mum came up with it (:
Wishes ? Nah, can't really think of any.
I'm so so simple & plain, just short of being a lil dull perhaps, well to certain people. But i'm happy with the day i try to lead my life, very in fact. I don't club, I don't smoke, I always reach home before the last bus, I don't have any girlfriend, I just play football as leisure & stick with my friends, go shopping with my mum once in a while, please my grandma and all with some antics once in a while, I save money regularly, I maintain a healthy bank account & I feed myself on a fairly healthy diet (:
It's not for anyone, but i can, i can see the change definately, in me. Im pleased with it (:
&& if there's any wish, I'll hope to start early, work enough years to establish my career (that's why no to Uni, i'll be 28 by the time i grad, maybe only private Unis), get married before 32 and settle down happily (:
10:29 PM
Pretty much recovered, now. Maybe the reason of not being ill for quite some time, took mre 4 days to heal. I didnt went to school for 3 days but nah, sick or not, it's pretty much the same as usual. Haha, it all depends on my mooood (:
So yeah, booked. it's booked. Sept 16. Oranje's overseas trip (:
Things i've been wanting to get (Specific ones) :
- River Island wallet.
One glance & i knew i had to get it man. I'll take good care of it & I won't dirty it. I'll use another wallet when i play soccer or stuff.
- Watch.
Yeah, finally you could say. I've got this thinking that a watch is essential to every male. Not all those wiggles jiggles accessories, except mature men jewellery lah.
11:55 PM
It's been damnnnnnnnnnn long since i fell sick. You see, i've been leading quite a healthy lifestyle since don't know when. I don't take deep-fried food, no fast food, no curry, no oily food. Alright, basically, the dishes that come with when i'm eating rice are mainly cabbages, bean sprouts, egg, tofu. Yeah
I hate the feeling of not being able to bathe & having a great appetite but not being able to eat anything except porridge and vermicelli ):
Suddenly, i'm reminded of my Birthday. Am browsing through on where to dine this sunday. Hehe.
10:45 PM
